I'M SO SICK!

I am so sick of Southern California! Why the hell is everyone so fake? I'm not just bitching. I am genuinely furious with just about everyone here. I wish that people would stop being users.

One of my closest friends spent the past two weeks calling and texting me every day. He wanted me to write his essays and help him with school. I had my own school I was struggling to finish. I was cracking under pressure from everything, but he still begged for help. I didn't mind so much until the day after the semester ended, he was too busy for me. Now that school is done, he doesn't contact me at all. I sent him a messaged today to find out when he won't be busy, but it seems like that won't happen anytime this winter. I let him know I'd talk to him at the end of spring, the end of the next semester. I don't think he got it.

That's just the tip of the iceberg. I'm so ridiculously fed up with people. I am sick of being used. At first, I was convinced it was all in my head. I was just paranoid. When boys talked dirty and friends called for favors, I brushed it off. Maybe I just didn't get it. Maybe I just didn't understand people. We were just a little differet; they don't mean to use me. Nope, this clears it all up. Most people just suck.

PS: Yes, I was ranting about Johnny, Sami.