Old Resolutions

This is an old list of resolutions I've been working on since I was 15. I last updated it when I was 19. Anything in red I've accomplished since then.


My to do list so far includes:

1. Get in to film school
2. Find true love, truth in love, or truly decide it doesn’t exist
3. Travel all over Europe
4. Create a large picture (a mural or something)
5. Have a perfect passionate kiss in the rain
6. Become the first female to win the Oscar for best director (Can't be done now since a cheater beat me to it!)
7. Build a film studio and leave it open to street art
8. Buy the house(s) of my dreams and film a horror movie in it
9. Meet people like me
10. Do something against my nature, or what others perceive to be "my nature"
11. Figure out the meaning of life (or at least my life)
12. Go somewhere I can see a lot of stars clearly (not planes I mistake for stars)
13. Stand out on a ship all Titanic style
14. Survive high school
15. Have less friends with asterisks
16. Calm down and break away from stress long enough to stop myself from becoming a total basketcase
17. Make a movie/documentary/video/short that I can be proud of and will touch people
18. Go somewhere "haunted" and not be disappointed
19. Go to a beach with clean-ish water and sea shells (not broken Legos, cigarettes, and styrofoam)
20. Re-enact the amazing scene in Pirates 3 where they are in dark water and the massive amount of stars reflects everywhere, so it looks like they are just floating in space (I got close enough to what I wanted with this)
21. Figure out some of the 23 flavors in Dr Pepper
22. Create and complete a comic or comic book
23. Hang out with a cool band
24. Shop in Harajuku, Japan
25. Go to Camden, London
26. Ride in a convertible at night with the top down
27. Make more money
28. Finish Anthropology
29. Learn to color and draw anime/manga style
30. Get this video camera
31. Become my own person
32. Finish my part in writing the screenplay
33. Go on tour with Nikki
34. Make this awesome movie idea a reality
35. Get a computer tablet to do my cartooning and anime
36. Have my own pet black kitty
37. Have a one-year anniversary
38. Be on the set of a movie, TV show, or commercial
39. Find out if marshmallows really expand without air (proof)
40. Learn to scream (hardcore/metal scream)
41. Become the pretty rave girl (or just go to a rave)
42. Beat Mikey at Guitar Hero (Haha! I wish!)
43. Get to go backstage at a concert
44. See the Birthday Massacre live
45. See Mindless Self Indulgence live
46. Get paid for doing something I love to do
47. Find out for certain what happened that made one person never speak to me again
48. Make an authentic Japanese dinner (or sushi)
49. Attempt ice skating (hopefully successfully)
50. Make a song
51. Get my name on IMDB.com
52. Stop biting my nails
53. Get my work posted somewhere major
54. Get someone to make a song with my name in it. Have YOU ever heard a song that mentions a Courtney?
55. Go zorbing (This is zorbing)
56. Learn to play bass well
57. Work at Art Supply Warehouse
58. Get a car again
59. Work the Haunted Mansion at Disneyland
60. Get an SLR camera
61. Attend Bats Day
62. Get an article published in a magazine
63. Make new friends because of who and/or how I am
64. Have an amazing night in Hollywood
65. Make it to year two
66. Go on a road trip
67. Get my AA
68. Get my website up and running
69. Have the perfect date
70. Find the perfect guy, just to prove he's out there
71. Learn to speak another language fluently
72. Have the guts to act without doubt
73. Meet Tim Burton
74. Let people see the real me
75. Outrun the storm clouds that follow me
76. Make someone else's life better
77. Have a picnic in a really unique place
78. Have a sleepover
79. Have Little Razorblade or Modern Swinger sung to me
80. MAKE A DIFFERENCE