Wonder

I wonder if you missed me
Did you wish we hadn't fought?
I wonder if it hurt you to see me
Did my happiness make you bitter?
I wonder if you thought of me as much as I thought of you
Did I pop into your head as you did mine?
I wonder if you felt you'd lived and if you were content
Or did you feel robbed of your time?
I wonder if you loved me as much as I loved you
Did you regret crossing that line?
I wonder if all the memories, the songs, the words
Did they make you cry like they made me cry?
I wonder if you really burned my pictures
Were they telling the truth?
I wonder if it was your mom who was right
Did you really keep everything?
I wonder if I will ever recover
Did you go on to Heaven?
I wonder if there is a Heaven or Hell
But you always knew, didn't you?
I wonder what your dying words were
What was your dying wish?
I wonder if I was in your head
Did you have any regrets?
I wonder if you felt fulfilled
What did you still want to do?
I wonder what death stole from you
Because it stole you from us.