Day 18

Angry and frustrated. Confused. I'm so back and forth about everything. I lean one way and then the other. A couple of fits, but I can't tell if they're just my usual explosive outbursts or if I'm becoming worse. I suppose I feel normal more often, but not necessarily happy, plus I still have mood swings. Maybe I need a higher dosage...or maybe I'm bipolar and need additional help. If only the psychiatrist's office would answer the phone and stop being so confusing.