I wonder...when I'm long gone before anyone even realizes it...will they be sorry? Will they miss me? I have no friends, but I wonder if everyone will suddenly say they were my best friend and they miss me so much. When I quit Disney, suddenly everyone was going to miss me. No one misses me right now, and I'm not going to give them the chance to use me for attention this time. I think I will slip away quietly as planned. Some will say it's mean, but I don't care. When Michael Jackson died, everyone was suddenly his biggest fan. People want sympathy and attention. When I fall off the radar, they can't pretend they miss me when they didn't even realize I was gone.
My family is so much better off without me. I barely recognize their personalities.
Where were my friends for my 18th birthday? My graduation? Why are my friends bringing my younger sister presents? Why is she such a big thing and I'm ignored, yet people say SHE lives in MY shadow. HA! I'll never be enough.
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